Tuesday, March 25, 2008

i just keep staring blankly















i'm not much for finding the correct words in hard situations so i will just start with wow. i've never really had a friend pass away before, let alone one of my closest friends. i'm not sitting here looking for awkward i'm sorries from people more looking for a place to say oh my goodness i am shocked. literally hanging out with someone 4 days ago to hearing they were found dead.

steph was literally nonstop hilarity. i don't think i ever knew how to stay mad at her no matter what because she was so off the wall that i couldn't help but want to be around her. i know i will always remember the many good times we all shared together and i am just thankful that i could call her a friend.

i know i speak for everyone when we say thank you for your prayers and encouragement when dealing with this situation. thank you for all the love you have showed today to me and all of her other friends.

some classics from steph:

"was there a murder in your town or is someone hunting turkeys"

"you naked?" (asked often but once to "enrique inglesias" )

"i thought you were gray, i didnt know you could blush" - aunt becky. haha

"jonas bonas" and of course the song that comes along with that.


rip steph. i love you and miss you.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

janice, this is the sweetest post ever and i love all of the pictures of you guys. this must be the hardest thing ever for you and im so sorry :( i am shocked just like you and can't believe this happened. i didnt really know her very well, but i did get the chance to meet her and your right she is nonstop hilarity. i wish i could have gotten the chance to hang out with her more. i watched dancing with the stars tonight and you could tell the boys were looking up at steph as they were singing.
love you janice, and i am so sorry for your loss of your best friend :(

Anonymous said...

im sorry for your loss.
i didnt know her and its still upsetting me.
i cant believe this happened.
what happened?
i talked to her breifly on the computer once or twice.
she was funny and very nice.
and i saw nick look up too.
i wasnt really watching,but at the moment i did nick was looking up.

Anonymous said...

i'm soo sorry
i've been praying since i heard about it...
i cant even believe it..
<3
Lia